( Cut for discussion of pregnancy loss. )

It's just so fucking unfair. Which, I know. Life is pain, Highness. But it is. It's unfair, and it's not right, and it pisses me off.

( I've spent a lot of time in anger lately... )

( My father in law died on Sunday night from a massive heart attack. He was 58 years old. )

( Cut for brain dump of the 'my brain is stupid and misbehaving' variety )

There are always at least a few in every family, aren't they? For every amazing relative like my mother in law, who grew up in the same conservative and rural town as I did, and is now one of the most loving, accepting (not tolerant, fuck tolerant, but ACCEPTING of everyone as just exactly who they are) person that I know, there's one like her ( Read more... )

I have an updatey 'how is this my life?!?!?!' post that I started and saved back on June 16 to complete and post. Something's telling me that the details contained within might just be a little bit outdated.

( I am sick. )

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Why do I do this? Why do I engage in debate with people on facebook when I know it's not going to lead to anything good? Honest to God, someone should just come along, take me by the hand, and lead me out of the room before I hit the reply button, because otherwise, I end up going through keyboards by mashing my face against them in an incoherent ( Read more... )

Not everyone is celebrating today. For some people, including some people I love very much, the person that they would have been celebrating on Mother's Day isn't here anymore. To those people, those friends of mine, I want you to know that you're in my heart, and that in the absence of that person who you love and who you lost, I celebrate the ( Read more... )

...and here we are anyway. Nightmares and sleep regression, tantrums, diapers that defy description, last minute school projects, arguing, fighting, lying, I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN, YOU KNOW! Drama, angst, snot, tears, never ending laundry, never enough sleep ( Read more... )